[ Well he's a pious boy. It's less so church-fearing and more damnation-fearing, holding himself responsible to the tenets. Alll-mer doesn't care, despite what the ministers say. Not to damn, but not to forgive either.
He certainly would like to avoid killing ever again. That's a normal person stance to have. ]
I am not sure it is an oath I can keep. Not right away.
[ Realistically he's on the run and he can't guarantee anything. Also he's going back to Prehevil! He's def gonna have to throw hands. What a pickle... me OOCly like god damn it not again. ]
I am aware that happens, it did even in Piltover, but I find that rather distasteful for a place which is supposed to be a haven for those who have faith.
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Not that Alll-mer damns me personally, but...
[ Well he's a pious boy. It's less so church-fearing and more damnation-fearing, holding himself responsible to the tenets. Alll-mer doesn't care, despite what the ministers say. Not to damn, but not to forgive either.
He certainly would like to avoid killing ever again. That's a normal person stance to have. ]
I am not sure it is an oath I can keep. Not right away.
[ Realistically he's on the run and he can't guarantee anything. Also he's going back to Prehevil! He's def gonna have to throw hands. What a pickle... me OOCly like god damn it not again. ]
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Forgiveness can take time.
[There is an emotional weight to this from him, but he doesn't say anything else about it.]
I hope you can find that one day.
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Yeah.
[ He does hope so, genuinely. But it's also kind of freshly-relevant right now too. ]
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Your judgement might look a lot different than you expect it to.
[(affectionate) not (derogatory)]
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I know it's a lot different here than anything I ever grew up learning.
They're kind, here.
[ Ultimately. ]
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Yours were not kind? Or you mean they were not really understanding and forgiving like what you mentioned?
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Yet you still believe.
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[ Like, to be fair, religion in his world has rarely ever been about comforting the masses. ]
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Do you frequently accept things simply because that is how it has always been, Marcoh?
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Like my coach always said too. You can let the tide take you farther from where you wish to be, or stand against the current.
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[The energy is, like, softly amused.]
What about change? Evolution. Things that simply were, do you ever have the desire to change them rather than accept them?
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It would be nice to.
[ But somehow evolving out of his current predicament seems a hard ask. ]
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You have the power to do that. You should give it some consideration in the future.
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I will.
Thanks for the advice.
[ He means it, actually. ]
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Thank you for the advice as well. I will... think on it.