he lets go of his hand to pat his back, gripping his shoulder to give him a friendly little shake. ]
I'm kidding! I'm kidding— [ he knows viktor is too much of a back hallways playing magic the gathering nerd to be a gossip girl ] You fluster so easily!
[ sidon is very nice but even he finds it a little fun to tease him because he's so silly. silly emaciated lil man. ]
[SIDON CONTINUES TO BULLY HIM, his emaciated blue deck playing lil ass.
His shoulders slump slightly; he rattles in place with the jostle. This is the worst. He isn't even worried about Sidon eating him in anger, but more Sidon being disappointed in him.
[ BLUE DECK PLAYING ASS viktor building his monoblue control deck to feel alive
judging by the peal of laughter, he is not disappointed. he's mostly back to his usual good cheer now, effectively distracted from having a heart attack earlier. he gives him an apologetic hug. ]
Forgive me! A bit of fun at your expense, for Lucien making me ferry a message about myself... [ WHAT NERVE ]
[YEAH THAT'S HIM AND I HATE IT oh i don't like that we're both familiar enough with mtg to make jokes about it
He is glad Sidon is back to being chipper even if it's at his own expense. He does not mind in this case actually. OOF. He cannot escape the hug, so he simply accepts it, hiding his hot face.]
I think he's worried you'll... woo me, or something. And before, I would have thought he was more insane than he is, but now I realize... he had reason to worry...?
[ unfortunately i am also a blue deck playing ass ]
Oh... I see! So he does.
[ no don't just agree. he looks amused though; he's supported viktor finding love elsewhere from the beginning, not being the jealous type. the joys of having confidence. besides—who is he to be possessive, when no one here could ever possess him singularly? ]
But that all depends on you and him. [ he draws away a little, curious. for one, viktor hasn't wholly accepted or rejected anything from him. and also... ] I wouldn't make you choose between us regardless.
DON'T JUST AGREE!!!! He glances up at Sidon when Sidon pulls a bit away. Damn, why is he already being looked at. How does he reject or accept something he has no clue how to navigate?!]
I... Well, regardless of me, of... any of this. Isn't it a little... [Struggling to find the words.] Isn't it a little pointless, in the end?
I don't know if I will see either of you ever again.
[ viktor can have time to make decisions. he obviously does not know how deal with this, and while sidon isn't sorry for how he feels or for saying anything aloud, he's not blind to the unrest it's causing. ]
Everything has already been so absurd! I don't think it's farfetched to believe we can see each other when this is over.
[ he does not say that this could end badly. this is assuming it won't. they'll make it through this. ]
Besides... Does it really not matter, just because it must come to an end someday? [ ... ] To me, that's all the more reason to make something of time while we have it.
[ under normal circumstances, he will outlive almost everyone here by hundreds of years. time that he has with any human is limited, and all the more precious for it. ]
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he lets go of his hand to pat his back, gripping his shoulder to give him a friendly little shake. ]
I'm kidding! I'm kidding— [ he knows viktor is too much of a back hallways playing magic the gathering nerd to be a gossip girl ] You fluster so easily!
[ sidon is very nice but even he finds it a little fun to tease him because he's so silly. silly emaciated lil man. ]
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His shoulders slump slightly; he rattles in place with the jostle. This is the worst. He isn't even worried about Sidon eating him in anger, but more Sidon being disappointed in him.
His face continues to be sort of red.]
You did this on purpose...
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judging by the peal of laughter, he is not disappointed. he's mostly back to his usual good cheer now, effectively distracted from having a heart attack earlier. he gives him an apologetic hug. ]
Forgive me! A bit of fun at your expense, for Lucien making me ferry a message about myself... [ WHAT NERVE ]
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He is glad Sidon is back to being chipper even if it's at his own expense. He does not mind in this case actually. OOF. He cannot escape the hug, so he simply accepts it, hiding his hot face.]
I think he's worried you'll... woo me, or something. And before, I would have thought he was more insane than he is, but now I realize... he had reason to worry...?
[HE DID NOT KNWO SIDON LIKED HIM.]
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Oh... I see! So he does.
[ no don't just agree. he looks amused though; he's supported viktor finding love elsewhere from the beginning, not being the jealous type. the joys of having confidence. besides—who is he to be possessive, when no one here could ever possess him singularly? ]
But that all depends on you and him. [ he draws away a little, curious. for one, viktor hasn't wholly accepted or rejected anything from him. and also... ] I wouldn't make you choose between us regardless.
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DON'T JUST AGREE!!!! He glances up at Sidon when Sidon pulls a bit away. Damn, why is he already being looked at. How does he reject or accept something he has no clue how to navigate?!]
I... Well, regardless of me, of... any of this. Isn't it a little... [Struggling to find the words.] Isn't it a little pointless, in the end?
I don't know if I will see either of you ever again.
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Everything has already been so absurd! I don't think it's farfetched to believe we can see each other when this is over.
[ he does not say that this could end badly. this is assuming it won't. they'll make it through this. ]
Besides... Does it really not matter, just because it must come to an end someday? [ ... ] To me, that's all the more reason to make something of time while we have it.
[ under normal circumstances, he will outlive almost everyone here by hundreds of years. time that he has with any human is limited, and all the more precious for it. ]